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GAY 90'S PIZZA

by Haley Maya

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1.
Ryan 02:35
the lights cover the trees and the ground is covered with leaves and your hands are kept warm in your pocket and your breath is seen in the air and the wind, it blows through your hair and the street is empty and cold so let's walk it i'll stay if you stay but i'll go when you go five strings left but i can't bring myself to tell you no the cold is numbing my hands i feel it in my bones our voices are shot and honestly, i'd rather be here than home the lights cover the trees and the ground is scattered with leaves and my face is buried in your shoulder and your lips say all the things that my brain never could say and the night is somehow getting colder i'll stay if you stay but i'll go when you go five strings left but i can't bring myself to tell you no the cold is numbing my hands i feel it in my bones our voices are shot and honestly, i'd rather be here than home
2.
Snowing 01:01
i had a dream you woke me up and told me snow was falling outside we stayed under the covers, warm and together trying to hide from the world because it doesn't give second chances and nobody ever gives me second glances when i speak i wasn't dreaming when you called and told me one of our friends had died i sat, crying and smoking hoping to god that it all was just a big lie because we don't get second chances fuck, i hope we all get second chances at life
3.
this old house we see better than most anything i wanna give the world a try to build a home and make a place for me counting all the grief take away my friends take away my dignity as long as i can sing a song and think about my dreams counting all the grief this old house in doubt will satisfy my needs gather all my strength calculate in me counting all the grief
4.
Repeat 02:13
i hear the rain outside my window i feel your lips against my neck hands are shaking, body taking over but i know exactly what to expect we both know what we're doing here and we both know where this leads contemplating all the things we're done and how they just repeat, repeat, repeat i don't need to let you hurt me it just stings so damn good my heart is racing, i'm yours for the taking getting rough feels exactly the way it should we both know what we're doing here and we both know how this ends contemplating all the things we've done and how i just pretend, pretend, pretend sometimes i wonder if you ever loved me at all seems like you enjoy watching me fall but then the light hits your face at exactly the right time and everything feels complete happy for the first time in a while but i know the past will repeat, repeat, repeat
5.
Brown Eyes 02:04
your brown eyes get me every time the smallest smile on your face i'm wondering just how much time it will take for me to fall out of love with you i'm waiting in the bookstore for you but i should just turn and leave we'll browse through the nature section while i wish to god your hands were at my waist just one more taste of you i'm going back to Washington and leaving you behind i'll say goodbye to California sun for the last time i'm headed back to Seattle when the holidays are through hoping it won't take much time to fall out of love with you your brown eyes get me every time
6.
Weird 01:34
i get a little too upset and i get a little too sad an i get a little bit too weird sometimes but that's okay 'cause i don't feel bad about being weird you like to get a little drunk and you like to get a little high and i like to get a lot of both at the same time you get upset, i start to cry i'm sorry but i don't see why you think you own me the walk up the hill has never felt this long the cigarettes in my lungs have never taste wrong before tonight, before tonight i meant it when i said that i didn't want you here i don't think you get it but i thought i made it clear not tonight, no not tonight
7.
In the Car 03:01
this time last year, i was at a funeral for a man i barely knew i heard his sister scream in pain she fell to her knees and wept in the rain and i felt so lost that day i had nothing left to say so i went and sat in the car by myself one week later, i went back again for a man in my family but everyone just talked about the Super Bowl party we were having the very next day and it made me so fucking sick and i couldn't take any of it so i went and hid in the car by myself guess i really didn't think it through i'm sorry that i didn't say goodbye to you and i still want to grow old by your side then maybe someday, i won't want to run and hide in the car one day later, i was woken up in a bed that was not my own i saw the fear in my brother's eyes but you weren't there and i realized that i was so fucking dumb and i'm still so fucking numb and i don't know how to deal with myself guess i really didn't think it through i never wanna have to say goodbye to you and i still want to grow old by your side then maybe someday, i won't want to run and hide in the car
8.
This Town 01:06
this house has nothing left except an ashtray full of half-smoked cigarettes and the smell of you on my sheets is the last thing i need tonight my friends have nothing left except for empty bottle and college debt the world has opened up and swallowed them whole how long before i too lose control? this ton has nothing left except the memories of some years well spent and i'm sorry that i'm running away i'm sorry, my dear, that i couldn't stay

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released April 12, 2014

Recorded by Chris Crusher
Mastered by Jason Hallyburton
Album Artwork / Photo Credit: Nick Jazznaan (Portland, 1/2014)

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Playing music in Seattle and the Bay Area.

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